Where do I begin? How do I begin? Why am I here. Well, I guess I should start with that. I have depression, anxiety, and ADHD. My husband has high functioning ASD (and probably a few other disorders) and my son, who is currently 11 has ODD (oppositional defiance disorder), ADHD, and high functioning ASD. My oldest daughter, currently 15, has PTSD, depression, and juvenile psoriatic arthritis. My youngest, currently 6, is still to be determined. I pray she's the normal one. Normal being used loosely, as she's extremely articulate and well spoken for a 6 year old, strong-willed, and has a curiosity that could rival any cat. When I say normal, I'd like to see her be disorder free. Why am I here? As you can imagine, my life is a constant of ups and downs. I know this is the same for everyone, but it seems lately, my downs are lingering. I have very little motivation beyond getting up and t...