As I sit to write, I struggle. My head is full of words and ideas, but sorting them is a chore. Could this be why I'm tired all the time? Focusing on one thought is difficult. Ideas pulse in my brain. This is one reason I stopped writing to begin with. The motivation to write was over powered by the jumble in my head. My eyes are constantly darting around the room. Sometimes I look at the computer, sometimes at the dogs, but never in one place for very long. All I want is a clear thought. Instead I have 20 messy ones: Girl scouts, Christmas, pick up my kid, what to cook for dinner, just to name a few. Focus, focus.....I simple can't . This is what it's like for me every day. It's become worse that past few months. When I'm home, I just want to sit and watch TV. It's the only time my mind is somewhat focused on something. Usually two things because I can't just sit and watch TV. I also f...